if I could sing

A broken home

A fixed stare

Rusty nails hold dreams

Poison the well

We're all drinking again

Life is pulling at the seams

 

Yesterday I promised to hold these words close

But today my thoughts are on fire

And I'm running free

Clear the air and breathe

Dig a little deeper to find the life you buried alive just beneath your feet

 

Oh, if I could sing

My words would die to speak

To find a place in your thoughts

To hang gently like leaves covering a tree

always and away

on a wooden stool,

in the light of a burning candle,

swaying unpredictably.

tossed by waves,

uncertain of his bearings,

floating...flooding.

 

blood in his eyes and fire in his bones...
baptized in a raging storm. 

...another wave breaks. 

the salt of the sea burns clean

memories of days lost...floating.

a man, old and hollowed by the sea

thinking this is what he was made to be...flooding.

 

...floating free...

 

guided by waves, pushed by the wind.

dreaming of the moment when he last kissed the shore,

but you can be sure he's awake on the ship;

awake and alive in the tension between two worlds.

 

fall into wind,

sink into the sea.

hold the picture of what used to be.

reach at the stars who were once so faithful.

 

tomorrow rescues.

love binds.

grace heals.

God finds.

 

always. 

lungs to breathe

Push off into uncertainty

Pull in the ropes, draw the anchor and sink

Let go of the shore...And be sure 

you are not coming home

Floating away far from here

To find that which is alive and dear

 

Under the moon and stars 

Without ground to kiss and reminese 

Some days you have to lose to find what was there all along

 

The compass is spinning

Each wave whispers your name

Guiding me around in circles for days

And in each moment what's beneath calls deeply

Dreaming buried dreams

the dirt under my fingernails brings me close to us. 

 

Pushing forward through breaking waves

To the distance where waves carry and not cut

I've been bleeding too long

Calmer seas welcome me

on a street corner waiting to be found, or spoken to

deeper into the woods

a heart will be lost

 

a life defying to be found

a prophet on a street corner

speaking and stealing words hauntingly familiar

bitter and biting

time, pregnant with doubt 

bearing the weight no one would rather talk about 

dreaming on fire, the kind that refines and cleans

holding on to time as it drops one grain at a time

one minute at a time

a future is forged with the tiniest of lines

unseen by blurring, bleeding eyes