waves break over me
like unkind hands they pull
I know my lungs were not meant to breathe here
the ocean's foam filling me
Like a lover it is near
Like a drug it quiets fear
Like a thief it doesn't care
Below the surface away from the waves
There's a cooling depth
I long for the chaos above
When I was reaching for what I could not find
When I was calling for what I could no longer hear
Like a lover it is near
Like a drug it quiets fear
Like a thief it doesn't care
Loving what I cannot have
I am apart from the anchor
Floating free
The rope frayed
My grip tired
Letting go, easier than dying in memories
When it falls no one does hear
But it breaks and open it bleeds
Like a lover it is near
Like a drug it quiets fear
Like a thief it doesn't care
Find me here
Let your hand be my grip
Let your love be my anchor
Let your house be my dwelling
image: Enterprize lay-up